super woman !!

i'm in this strange mood ..that u can't say what u r feeling ..can't describe or say the best words...just can't explain anything..:\ ..
i miss mom , i want to study, strange things happened , a lot of work at home must be done, many promises with my friends ...............i'm stuckkkkkkkkkkkk ..don't know where to start
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many things i'm thinking about ..like what will we cook , when i will wash dishes ..laundry ..making tea , coffee  hot drinks for all ..the whole time ..back from college daily 3al Maghrib
what can i dooooooooooo ?? even if i'm super woman ..i won't be able to do all of this
i'm just getting more tired day after day :\ maybe i was doing this things when mom was here
but at least i was following ..not leading ..it's different & hard :D
i don't care to get enough sleeping .i just want to study ...i want to get 1100+ this year..
i want my whole degree *the 5 years of college *  be more than 65% ..this is what i want ...but nothing helping :\\
it's a bad thing to live far from college ...the worst ever!! :\\
and i don't know what project i want ..the results will come in a week ...
yet i put the 1st 6 the things i want ..or i'll be willing to join this projects...after long thinking
i'm just willing to join just 2 of them :\\
so may Allah help me to go to the best for me ..coz i don't know..and seriously it doesn't matter for me ..what project it will be :||
yomkenny el takyof ma3 ay shei2 :)