:((((((

TODAY i laughed tooo loud ..just to cover my sadness
i was going to collapse
i'm in a shock !!!
that bad feeling ..like something inside u broken
sadness ...i wasn't going to come online today ...
but i changed my mind & i couldn't ...
i had that bad feeling ....closing my eyes ..and the tears are fighting to open my eyes
it's ttooo bad,,,
that feeling when u want to cry soo badly ..
i haven't studied  yet ..and i have a headache ..and a bad feelings...
no one can help me ...
i only have Allah ...ya Allah help me :( 
it will take time till i recover so i won't be here for a while ..
till i feel better ...:\