yeah this what i feel this days,,i wanna run away from FB..from my friends..even from this blog..
i'm sickkkk of everything don't know what to do .!!!..where to hide ?!!
it's boring...everything ...no one cares really ...no one understand...
i'm kinda lost...need to find myself ...
these days i feel like wanna cry soo much ..no matter i hold the tears...it seem i can't anymore
wednesday ..i cried a lot when i was washing the dishes ..don't know why..i was just crying ..feel suffocated ... my sister spend a day with us b4 she leave ..it was like old days .. but i was too lost ..to give her more attention ...i didn't cry today at the airport...i didn't cry at the wedding ..
i'm tired of crying silently ..
she always left me ...1st alone in college ..then in home ,,now in egypt...it's been always to be ready for that ...that's why i swallowed my tears ..and acted like the rock .. :((
it's almost exams time , so i'll get lost these days ..will try to change many things ..and study well
be a better student ...just to be busy ..
i'm sickkkk of everything don't know what to do .!!!..where to hide ?!!
it's boring...everything ...no one cares really ...no one understand...
i'm kinda lost...need to find myself ...
these days i feel like wanna cry soo much ..no matter i hold the tears...it seem i can't anymore
wednesday ..i cried a lot when i was washing the dishes ..don't know why..i was just crying ..feel suffocated ... my sister spend a day with us b4 she leave ..it was like old days .. but i was too lost ..to give her more attention ...i didn't cry today at the airport...i didn't cry at the wedding ..
i'm tired of crying silently ..
she always left me ...1st alone in college ..then in home ,,now in egypt...it's been always to be ready for that ...that's why i swallowed my tears ..and acted like the rock .. :((
it's almost exams time , so i'll get lost these days ..will try to change many things ..and study well
be a better student ...just to be busy ..
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