numb :\

don't know what's wrong with me .. am i weak now or strong?
am i sad or what? ,,i want to cry ...but no tears falls ..
i don't feel anything ..don't feel like i wanna do something ..
i can't think properly .. i have no thoughts.. i feel soo empty inside..
it's been days since i totally gave up ..so it's like
i'm just a dead body ..walking here & there with no feelings ..no thinking ..just nothing
in this past few days ..i was sleeping early even i was sleeping few hours ago
i slept from 11 pm to 12:30 ... i wanted to sleep again ...
but there was some thing urgent ..so i couldn't...

now i'm a wake & can't think at all ..can't get myself together .. seriously feel so lost
even there was a post that i wanted to post a long time ago ..i couldn't even finish it ..and it just left in the draft ..just can't type anymore ..can't think well ..don't want to remember anything
don't want to do anything ...just don't feel like it ..just like i have no power
powerless ..laziness mood...
i didn't want  to be like that .. and i have no intentions to keep it that way
i need something ,,that i don't know what is it ??
i'm just Blank & numb :\