it's been a while

i miss uuuuuuuuuuuuu my sweeeeeeeet lovelyyyy Blogg ^_^
i miss typing ..i miss talking with u ... i really missed a lot of things...
for the last few months i really was desperate very very very sad.......
i was kinda fighting bad feelings with bad thoughts ..it almost was like killing me ...
Alhamdulilah i'm better now... but this really made me realize many things...i feel like i've grown up more... ALhamdulilah ..i'm Good now...but i'm kinda weak now frm fighting all this time ..!!
i 'm doing the best to be stronger than ever ..:)..
i just making myself busy somehow just to stop thinking ..it really works
i'm trying to make things to make my friends happy ...my family happy..
i know what really makes me happy ...just seeing others are happy ..specially people u care for ,,people u love ..:)..that's what really makes me happy....and helping others ..also make me feel soooo happy :)... that's what i was doing to get over the deep sadness ...
for sure being more closer to Allah ...this was the 1st thing helped me really :) <3
nowadays ..i'm getting busy ...college stuff...knitting stuff ...Reading books ..
working at homeeeeee :)...i really like it that way :)...
well i'll keep on touch my blog :).. i think u need some changes ..just as my coming back :)