hiii i'm baaack :(

i'm back after nearly month
i'm not going to talk about the Revolution
nowadays i'm not okay .....
kinda losing the hope inside my heart
also i know i should fight for it ......
but everything around makes it impossible
keeps on pushing us to give up
while our dreams are going Far & far ...
although it was sooo close ...
but those dreams & hopes keeps on shining
we keep on trying to catch it ...to get it
achieve it ...reach it .....
we keep on thinking it's close ...while it's far ...
very ....
i'm kinda feeling lost ....
losing direction
daydreaming
although i know what i'm thinking of will never be
but ....
i wanna keep on hoping ...
after rumors & lies are spread now ...in all fields & every little things in our life
i can't trust anything or any word easilly
i can't believe it ..this or that .... he or she ...they or whatever ..
it become too hard ....
i've decided that as long i'm feeling that way ....kinds broken
i'll go away for a few days ...till i feel better .... maybe it takes a day or more
don't know yet ....
there are many important things in my life to do
i must try to be a light again ...

sorry readers for that bad emotions .... but i was soo stuffed & had enough
i wanna cry ...really ...!!
but as always i'll try to swallow all this ...
i'll be okay ...i promise ...if it's nt for me ....it's for all people who cares a bout me
people that loves me .... :)
see u in a few days ...