new look !!

at last .....many new things i discovered about this blog...
now i can change it to the shapes i want....now ..i understand more about settings & options :D:D:D.....
nice change ....GoOoOoOoOoOoOoD :D

what is love for me ??!!

well i'll explain my point of view to this subject ...
1st......yes i admit that i hate to be misunderstood ...i hate people to say something about me not true ...& according to shallow explanations ..when that is not the way i think ...........
i believe that u can't judge any one unless u've lived with that one ...even people living together sometimes don't understand each other.....so i'll explain. here ...

for me : 
Love ..is not just a word to be said ....love is respect ,trust , understanding , caring ...
for girls it's different .....
my opinion is due to religion & life....
for me ..i think every girls should keep her heart for 1 man ....the man that she will marry ..
that is the best ..i believe in this words ..that i heard earlier in my life * i'm a woman for one man*
that how girls should live...
* heart isn't like a motel anyone can enter & leave whenever they want ...heart is like a Castle  just for only one King *.....
heart isn't cheap to give it to anyone ...

Also we know that everyone is born & his fate is known ...so somehow ...there is someone some where he is my 2nd half (as we say )..my Fate....the best partner for me in this journey of life ...
he is somewhere there ...maybe we know each other maybe not.....no one can know this really except Allah ....so someday he will show up & find me  ...
so till that day  he come ....i must keep my heart for him ...since i understand ...i must keep my heart for my Fate ....just save the Love & heart just for him ..loving him without knowing him ...loving him without seeing him...just believing he is here & will come someday ..loving him knowing it's Allah choice for me....i know it will be better than i can ever imagine or think .....this is really a great feelings ....:)))....


some will talk about emotions ...Girls are always in a need for something & someone to care for ... something to Love.....Girls are emotional ...
well i can say about that ...girls ..can spent this much care & love for their Family & friends ,,pets .. little things..... they even can love their fate without even know him ....if emotions are hard to be kept inside ur heart ...and u wish to talk &...etc....will ...u can keep writing messages to the unknown here till he come & show him the letters u wrote for him later when he come......i think that's really working
as girls always need something to be busy with ....i can keep writing for the person that will come some day & marry me....write for him messages ....doing this just for keeping urself in the right side ...no wrong طريقة جميلة لملأ الفراغ العاطفى ... وكمان لتفريغ المشاعر المكبوتة ..
really Healthy ..:D.....

well some day when he finds me , he will come to u my Lovely blog & will read this post ....
my dear blog u & messages i've wrote for him ...will show how i was ...:$....

i believe THIS........

i became strange !!!

well ....i'm feeling strange ....about me & some works
well ..after years ...i'm back again to wash dishes ...:)
and yesterday is the 1st day i feel like i love sleeping & i love my bed too
it's the 1st time i feel so .....:)
and  also ...i love home works more than other works !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm really can't believe how i became !!!!!!!!!!
totally strange for me these days ...
i didn't hate it in the past ...but the difference is
i feel something towards it now ...i haven't any feelings in the past
i was just do the work ....but now it's different
:D
and so my dreams....became soooooooo strange tooo
even my words....i'm stilllll meeeeeeeeeeeee ....i came back to myself again
i found myselfffff :D
can u believe this my bloggggg
i'm feeling different ....happy & comfortable .... Alhamdulilah :D

what's wrong with me !!

don't know what's wrong with me !!!....today is the 2nd day i go to college this week
don't know wt i feel....but i'm kinda sick ,,,, i fee sick & tired
don't know why !!!!!!!!!!!!!??
is that because i'm really sick .....
or because i can feel another one sickness !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???
i was okay till i was at college ...i just entered home ...and i felt that way .....
it's kinda strange & i don't know what to say !!!!
i can't even say how my day was
because i don't know........!!!
i hate this really.....all i want now is to sleep
i even don't want to read or do anything ....
i wonder how long this lost trip will stay ....
i keep thinking of my friends ...or i have to call some friend who maybe sick !!!
anyway ....i wish to be better ...for me ...i guess i can do this & be better
or even if i was some1 else ....i'll pray for u ....
rabena yeshfy kol mareed ....

2011

well today i'm going to talk about 2011 ......
at my post called 2011<-------------2010
i said

well i can't say that the last year was good or better ...because many things happen ..
i realized many things .... i feel like i've grown up 20 years ...
i've no wishes or hopes for the new year
i don't even wish for a better year coz i know it won't be much different than the last

this what i've said .....okay i admit it
2010 was the worst year i have ever lived in my life ...
i can say that due to many things happened in it ...
i was totally wrong about 2011 ....
excuse me for saying this bad words about it.... i was totally desperate & very sad
i was like ...no more dreams ,,,,i saw this life all like black
here what happened since 2011 ...
started in a new different way....all the incident happen in it
was totally strange and new .... nothing never happened here
i feel like i'm new born ,,, starting a new start all over again
things happen ....things is going to happen
although .. many worrying things happen ....i feel soooo comfortable and happy ....
it's kinda strange i know
but ....
2011 is better than 2010
2011 keeps on proving that it's the best year ever ...and it'll continue the same way
in shaa Allah
2011 will be full of surprises & things will be okay ..& different ...i'm sure ...
sorry 2011 ... but u r the best for me now ...:D....

sorry my foot ..:(

2nd important lesson u can get for the 1st day of college

well it seem i'ven't learnt anything yet ..!!!
last year 1st day of college i went to college with my new shoes .....
the problem that i didn't know about new shoes is ....it hurts the foot
that what happened the nails of my fingers foot ...about to be broken all ...
i remember how much i suffer that day ......Wah ...really baaaaaaaaad feelings
that u feel like ur foot in pain ...although i can't take off the shoes ..!!!

well today was different as i ...for the 1st time i wear a boot ...it's okay ..and everything
but i was sooooooooooooo tired ....although it felt like i can't walk anymore...
i felt some pain ....just from the high heels ...:(....

it's a something of 2 ..
that i must give up wearing this girly shoes ...and keep on wearing sport shoes only !!!??
other ...i must keep on practicing till i be okay with that ...

well i can say ...college is the reason i can't wear this shoes easily ...as the work and walking for a long time ...it made it hard to wear it freely ,,,,i love this shoes ...but i can't wear it

why did i joined such a college ...!!!!

اناااااااااا اهوه بعد تقريبا شهر كماااان

ازييييييييييك يا بلوجتى العزيزة وحشتيييييييييييينى موووووووووووووووت
ازاااااااااااااى قدرت ابعد عنك بس
ياااااااااااااه فى كلام كتيييييييييير عايزه اكتبه
وطبعا مش ناسيه المواضيع اللى المفروووووووض كنت هكتبها
ومكتبتهاش
وطبعا النيولوك بتاع البلوج
عشان شكلك كئييييب جدااااااااااا لا يناسب شخصيتى ههههههههههههه
معلش بقى
بس المشكلة انى لازلت اجد صعوبة فى الموقع هنا
وشفت بلوجات كتيير شكلها حلو ومعمول فيها شغل
اتمنى انى اعمل ربعه
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انا رجعت يا بلوجتى العزيزة ومش هسيبك
ولانى شكلى فى خلال السنتين الجايين
ربنا يدينى العمر
شكلك هتبقى مهمة لشخص اخر يدخل يقراكى
وكفاية اكتر جملة سمعتها فى في عجبتنى اويييييي
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فيلم سيدنى وايت
blog ...it's not about to be read ...it's about to written :D
بجد كفااااااااية الكتابة فيها بتريييييح جداااااااااااااااااااااااااا
وطبعا عندى حاااجااااااات كتيييييييييير هقولها
مصر اتغيرررررررررررتتت
:)))))))
اشوفكم البوست القادم هههههههههههه