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Life is too short, so it's Now or Never

الأربعاء، 22 يونيو 2011

i'm not going to get Engaged ....it's a relief :D

....ya Allah ..u know more than i know...u know better than anyone & everyone ...
i believe you will always make the right choice for me....
the last period i was in a bad mood ...being sooo stupid to understand signs....
i couldn't translate it ...but because i wondered alot & thought alot ....i become tired ..
and don't know what to do ...i tried my best to be okay with that ...but it didn't work...
it just happen ...when i reminded myself ...that everything is in your hand....and i believe ,,that you will make the best choice for me ...i reminded my self of believing in this ...so i made a decision that i must stop thinking & being tired for nothing ...when Allah is with me & will always choose the best for me ....i stopped thinking ....and i let it go ....i didn't care what happen ....
then this happened ...
when i heard the news ...i didn't get upset ...i just felt happy..with no reason ...
i left everything to Allah ...so i know & believe that i'll never get lost....:D

well the best about this ...is that i'm feeling sooooooo gooood to do many & many things i wanted too ....i can feeeeeeeeeel & smell freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedomm ....it's a gift really... don't be in a rush to leave it ..:)...as a single really u can doooooooo more....it's a wonderful thing ....enjoy every moment in single life..:)..
the most thing that i hated of me if getting engaged ...is that many things i wished to do ...i wasn't going to be able to do ...:)....now i can ....i think i'm not going to miss the chance this time ....
i realized the importance of being single...i'm not going to miss a moment ....so i won't regret this later :)...
i think another reason for this not to work out ..is that many & many people were sad for that ...& sad for losing their chance ....!! :O...
whatever ...i feeeeeeeel goooooooooood & happy ...because that's Allah choice for me ....i'm happyyyyyyy ....and good :D...i think now it's the time ..to write my list for this summer activityyy ..yahhhhhhhoooooooooo ....i'm looking forward ^_^

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