i don't know how to start this ..maybe i was too much dreamer ..
now i'm too wake up , & know many things i might haven't known :)
1st: i miss the place here ..soo much ..
i wanna run away ..i think i can do it ..
there is no more things to be shown :)
it seem in the coming days ..i'll be active here :)..less FB & more studying ..coz i don;t want to miss my last year
yaaaaaaaaah ..it's been along time since i felt this great feelings when writing:)
2nd : now me as flower girl ...can let go of some person who made me suffer much in my dreams ..i'll let u go peacefully :)
i'm ready for change ...i made things i never done ..just for the sake to know more & to find out the truth ..that kept in hurting me all a long ..in reality & dreams
i was crazy to think about this dreams was different ..although i had 4+ dreams ..things this person told me & it happened for real ..
that wt made me hold onto it that much ..this dreams was never a lie
and why & how possiblly i can know this things b4 it happenes & he is the one telling me
maybe i never talk with that person , personal talks...but it's like some one u see from far
not even a friend or anything ..:)
in the past few months whenever i tried to give up ..something happen to let me keep on it
for many many times ..
that why it took me this far to be able to let go peacefully in the end..
actually..i didn't even love this person .. i may just like him , maybe ..there is no much..i mean he is not that typical man of my thoughts ..my hero ..my imagination for my 2nd half..
just dreams & situations made things a little complicated for me to know whats going on
i prayed Allah to show the right roads always ..& to never love wrong person ..this heart to be kept to only one ..i've always prayed this ..
for me to start talking today ..made me realize many things i should know .. & i'm happy for wt i knew till now ..:) ..this made me happy
now i'm feeling soooooo free ...i'll forget about all this dreams & this whole thing ..anyway
i have a long list to do things in my life ..
i got a sign since the last week ..since last week till now ..i'm facing the worst of the bad lucks ..that ever anyone can have ...that simply mean ..there is something in the way :)..*the sign for every girls*
good news soon
although this made me sad for the past few days ..being afraid to meet new people who might not be like how i thought ..till earlier this morning i was soo sad ...then things turned around
and everything is real now ..i feel good & i can accept meeting new people ..and make my new trial ..wishing myself the best to find mr right :)
my family * for my older sister* are going today to meet someone ...if things work out
i'll be in danger after this , well it's no longer dangerous ..simply if good people i'll go on ..if bad then better chance next time ..
i'm totally grown up now :) ..till i learn new lessons ..too far Alhamdulilah i'm doing well :)
sayounara strange case :\
now i'm too wake up , & know many things i might haven't known :)
1st: i miss the place here ..soo much ..
i wanna run away ..i think i can do it ..
there is no more things to be shown :)
it seem in the coming days ..i'll be active here :)..less FB & more studying ..coz i don;t want to miss my last year
yaaaaaaaaah ..it's been along time since i felt this great feelings when writing:)
2nd : now me as flower girl ...can let go of some person who made me suffer much in my dreams ..i'll let u go peacefully :)
i'm ready for change ...i made things i never done ..just for the sake to know more & to find out the truth ..that kept in hurting me all a long ..in reality & dreams
i was crazy to think about this dreams was different ..although i had 4+ dreams ..things this person told me & it happened for real ..
that wt made me hold onto it that much ..this dreams was never a lie
and why & how possiblly i can know this things b4 it happenes & he is the one telling me
maybe i never talk with that person , personal talks...but it's like some one u see from far
not even a friend or anything ..:)
in the past few months whenever i tried to give up ..something happen to let me keep on it
for many many times ..
that why it took me this far to be able to let go peacefully in the end..
actually..i didn't even love this person .. i may just like him , maybe ..there is no much..i mean he is not that typical man of my thoughts ..my hero ..my imagination for my 2nd half..
just dreams & situations made things a little complicated for me to know whats going on
i prayed Allah to show the right roads always ..& to never love wrong person ..this heart to be kept to only one ..i've always prayed this ..
for me to start talking today ..made me realize many things i should know .. & i'm happy for wt i knew till now ..:) ..this made me happy
now i'm feeling soooooo free ...i'll forget about all this dreams & this whole thing ..anyway
i have a long list to do things in my life ..
i got a sign since the last week ..since last week till now ..i'm facing the worst of the bad lucks ..that ever anyone can have ...that simply mean ..there is something in the way :)..*the sign for every girls*
good news soon
although this made me sad for the past few days ..being afraid to meet new people who might not be like how i thought ..till earlier this morning i was soo sad ...then things turned around
and everything is real now ..i feel good & i can accept meeting new people ..and make my new trial ..wishing myself the best to find mr right :)
my family * for my older sister* are going today to meet someone ...if things work out
i'll be in danger after this , well it's no longer dangerous ..simply if good people i'll go on ..if bad then better chance next time ..
i'm totally grown up now :) ..till i learn new lessons ..too far Alhamdulilah i'm doing well :)
sayounara strange case :\
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