sickkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's a strange feeling when being sick ....sick ....mean many things
sick of something ...or sick ..:)..like catch a cold ,...,....,....etc
i'm really sick of everything ....yeah ....sick of college
sick of people ...sick of everything ...
don't know what's wrong with me ...but it seem ...many people feel the same way
don't know why ...but life is sooo strange ...
lately ...it's boring ....boring .... boring ...
everything ......

i don't wanna go to college ....or do anything ...this is my feelings
right now ....i guess it's something not good ...
but this is how i feel ..sadly...
today is a very strange day ,....
i can't even remember when it the last time i went to college early...
i no longer ..most lectures don't attend it...and that's really made me sad...
what makes this year also strange ...is that my health ..mostly wasn't okay
i collapsed many times ...the last one was last Wednesday...
don't know what's wrong with me ...
 i must be stronger ....
i think i'm worried about final exams ....i feel kinda lost
still we are going to college this whole week
having s.material exam at tuesday .....
concrete sheet for wednesday ...
and Topographic survey  lab exam. this thursday ...
1st final exam is at 5th January .....
and more 3 weeks of exams ....
thinking of all this ...just make me feel sick ..

well i look like feeling down some how....but this is life
it's full of ups & down ...we should fight & survive ...
i'll try to do my best ....