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Life is too short, so it's Now or Never

الأربعاء، 6 يوليو 2011

in fact....Life......... thiis what i wanted to say :-\

seriously i forgot what i was really going to say .....but the most important that what life do to us ...
complication in everything...a day passed & you've wasted all...
sometimes things are completely can't be understood...feeling confused about what is right & what is wrong ....excuse me people ...do u even know the difference ??!!!??
i know sometimes it seem very hard & harder than what we can ever think...
can't sleep well ..things come & go ...many ideas ..head is working 24\7 ....we never rest
of the daily journey of life...
is there is a thing in this life really deserve !!!!!...
yes yes ...sometimes we are just feeling down ....need a lift...need something to inspire us ...something to make u believe in whatever you do ....something encouraging...something  give us the chance to be the best of our selves....most days that what we need ...we need Faith..& to believe....and the high spirit ...& a white heart...then this how we'll live happily no matter what...
but the problem ....as people always make things difficult & complicated.... we must suffer..
is there is someone here in your life ready to Give u a lift everyday ..just to make u feel better ...& to continue your Journey of this life....i believe everyone has another half ...so that this journey will be more interesting ....because we aren't going to live in the same way forever...need change,,
better than getting bored of this life and ur daily routine  ...i confess that i'm really sometimes very boring ....just feel don;t wanna talk ...sometimes i become  rude.....this just happen ..even if i was defending something i believe in ...or i was in a bad mood...or whatever ...people will never understand the reason of doing this ...it'll be the same judgment n matter what is the reason is ...!!?? that's people ...that's life...
I SAY that No Matter What Never judge a person just over one situation or 2 or whatever...
never say something about someone u haven't known...!!...u have to live with them...and watch most of the events that can happpen in life with them.....
in the end no one will ever understand u 100%...there is always a misunderstanding ..that's why people fight & have problems ...can't we just live simple !!!!!!!!
seriously ...i hate judging based on  shallow things....come on people ...looks never matter...the most important is the souuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuul ...any simple change & growing up looks will change...soul never..pure & white soul never changes...:-|
stupidity ...we all have the moment of stupidity ..sometimes it be something crazy & we  like it ...sometimes we hate ourselves & wish if we weren't here ...the most difficult part is
to get judged over such stupidity situations ...!!!...then if i'm unlucky person ..then there may be one person have seen this whole stupidity actions ...OMG...i wish i was never there ..
the art of watching someone in every second their moves their actions...where they go & what  they do ..actually tiring ... some people like it ...some don't.....
well in the end 2011 till now...is good...really i knew many things..somehow my life can't stop getting into a drama...all actions in it is just a drama ...that's is like a movie which i'm not sure if i watched it or not....thanks 2011 i've known a hidden parts in my personality ...and even some weakness....we all have that ...don't we!?
better than explaining ..the year started with the most important action and i like it very much ..i wished to join but i wasn't allowed to get out of home ..& my father was out cairo ...but i enjoyed it a lot...since then my emotions and i think i've changed a lot...i'm not that girl who was just smile so that no one asks her what's wrong..i'm not that girl who was deeply sad...nearly wishing to die.. much sadness inside & deep her heart...she wasn't believe in any change can happen ..with those people...since she heard about Tunis she felt good ..maybe some fears...but i believe that tomorrow is better than today ... more than 100% believe...it started i was in exams ...btw the only subject i got a good mark at ..was the subject after 25th jan. i was angry the whole time ...but i changed more...i even try to search for sadness inside my heart but i can't find it * Alhamdulilah *...هذا من فضل ربى
yeah that it ...i'm happy because i'm happy..:)...yeah that was the smallest term ever but the most work was done on it ....i was horribly busy..^_^..now i miss this days...
well i seem very strong person...but i'm not ...but this is only the way that u can hide the fears ...& to protect strong...it's tiring to keep acting strong the whole time....sometimes need a break !!..
sometimes to cry ...i think this is better solution espcially after just keep piling up all what annoyed u , hurt u ..then after crying ..it's a gr8 feeling ..or even scream ...it's good too.:)
i'm very good the best type to hide my emotions ...sometimes it's good sometimes not...
we aren't perfect...as long we are a live we keep learning ..from friends..people we just met..people we don't know... people we just heard them talking ...but we learn a new thing every single second of our life ...we do ..the most important is to figure out what u learn .^_^
* u never know how strong u are ..until being strong is the only choice u have *
2011 ...1st time to live  more than a week . without mom & dad ..they traveled with my elder sister....it just me and rest of my brothers & sisters....it was hard...being  alone and u've to do the whole thing ...it's tiring...
in the last month of my life...i learn something about how the choice of a person that u'll live with is soooo important ...yeah ..it's not that easy....this is the hardest decision u can ever made in ur life...not just for men ..also for Girls...
there are dreams...many many many things is needed ..not
materialistic... it's more...
it will take time talking about it...but all i knew... there is somethings in my hope my dreams ..my imaginations ...i can't just leave them ...well i have no intentions to work or even to be a famous person ....it's a very simple thing ..that people may say about it stupid ...well i don't care ..but this really what make me happy ...this little stupid things i call my dreams & imaginations...*it's all a personality thing*
in the end it's already written who  we  are going to be with ..^_^...but still we can wish a few details about personality ...some how is to fit urs by acceptable percentage...
i'm tired ....i wanna sleep * yawn*...
this whole talks is nonsense ...the most suitable comment over what i wrote..is
* what the hell are u talking a bout !!!!!!!!!!!!!???????? *...
i've gone Crazy ^_^ ..!!!..
empty my mind for tomorrow... mixed thoughts mixed feelings.....be better
Tomorrow will always be better than today & yesterday =D



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