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Life is too short, so it's Now or Never

السبت، 30 يوليو 2011

so what ..??

1st ...i got 63.67% on my result over this year...well i consider it one of my worst ones :)....
but still i'm happy with it ...coz at least i don't have to go on exam for any subject of them ?!!!

well it's been long time since i wrote something ...yeah ...
in the past i used to love being alone ..have my own area ..and this stuff...
but i find out lately ...i was just wasting time not being around the people i really care for ..the people i love....i hate loneliness ...that's why i'm kinda leaving the place ...it's boring to be alone ... i'm kinda giving up things i used to love in the past...something strange ...is that i'm growing up or ..i just getting into some black mood*sadness*
whatever ...i've always loved talking & talking ...the last few years i become silent ...but in the last few weeks i've changed ...i more aaround people ....i talk & talk & talk ...argue ..discuss ...kinda enjoying this ....i really like to meet new people ..talk to new minds ...talking talking..discussing matters ....i really like when someone really open with me talking ...even if i don't know them ,,
i might look like a rude person ...but i'm not...that what computer shows :))...but i be very happy ..and laughing too ...but i might not type it hahahhaha ...all in my mind is  just to keep limits & never cross them ....that's why i seem a little serious ...well it's not alittle but it's tooo much i know ....but i can't help it ...it's from the real truth that i'm not a nice person ...but i'm trying to do my best ...to be better ....
so for anyone i've been rude to...plz Forgive me ..i never meant any bad things
... i'm not against talking or discussing whatever ...but i'm just against crossing limits...
hope there is no misunderstanding ...

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