she was soo angry of that..she cried for him .. this is not the 1st time ....this is the second
she kept telling her self ...( why am i afraid to lose him when he is not even mine)
she cried ..don't know what to do ..depressed ..angry of herself ..
she kept saying ( why i met him ? ..why he came into my life? why is he keep appearing in front of my eyes all the day ? why i dream of him? why did i join this college and this dep.?
what is he for me ?? to make me suffer that way :'(( ..
was i tooo desperate when i met him so he come to save me ..or he is the one
why i felt like i know him well ??why ...why..? ) and kept crying
((i know it's can;t be and many things in the way ..but i keep thinking of you ..it's been 8months..i can't giveup or forget u ))
she continued ((it feels like this is so pathetic)) ...after being confused ..she can't think anymore ..all she can do is to follow her heart ...she is sick of thinking & imaging ..she made a final decision ..to end this suffering ...she wrote :
On 14th june ... last day for me at college ...not sure if i can come again or not ..after it there are 3 months of being far....
after i lost all hopes..this dream can't live that way..i wanna find an end ..whether good or bad ..I'll accept it ...i just want to feel free from this
so ..at 1:00 pm i will be waiting alone ..wearing pink ..holding my Note..with my white cell phone ..
i will wait while siting on some benches on the garden..near to the Administration Building ...for 5 minutes ...he must show up ..
just show up ...i don't need any words ..i don't want to listen any good words... i f he really care he will show up ..and ask me to wait for him ...i can wait for you ..so please ask me to ..if he didn't come ..so i'll consider this the end..end of this dreams that killed me for the past years ...dreams b4 u appear and after ur appearance ...i'll kill them all forever...
after waiting this 5 mintues ..i will go walking across the passage of the Administration Building - Student Affairs....library.... come out in front of the old door...then go back in the way crosses the * masjid*
then passing by football....then end up behind the arch. building or maybe on front of it but with a lot of friends..
the only question now will he show up or not ?!!)
(memories of a sad Girl )
in my opinion : i think he will not show up ...and this all will end :(( ..sorry for that ..they all that way..wasting time..and then regret ..i'm soo sorry :(.. but i still hope for u what u want :) .. but u just typed this in ur note book ..which he will not know or see...i wish if he feels that himself ..by the power of ur feelings :)
she kept telling her self ...( why am i afraid to lose him when he is not even mine)
she cried ..don't know what to do ..depressed ..angry of herself ..
she kept saying ( why i met him ? ..why he came into my life? why is he keep appearing in front of my eyes all the day ? why i dream of him? why did i join this college and this dep.?
what is he for me ?? to make me suffer that way :'(( ..
was i tooo desperate when i met him so he come to save me ..or he is the one
why i felt like i know him well ??why ...why..? ) and kept crying
((i know it's can;t be and many things in the way ..but i keep thinking of you ..it's been 8months..i can't giveup or forget u ))
she continued ((it feels like this is so pathetic)) ...after being confused ..she can't think anymore ..all she can do is to follow her heart ...she is sick of thinking & imaging ..she made a final decision ..to end this suffering ...she wrote :
On 14th june ... last day for me at college ...not sure if i can come again or not ..after it there are 3 months of being far....
after i lost all hopes..this dream can't live that way..i wanna find an end ..whether good or bad ..I'll accept it ...i just want to feel free from this
so ..at 1:00 pm i will be waiting alone ..wearing pink ..holding my Note..with my white cell phone ..
i will wait while siting on some benches on the garden..near to the Administration Building ...for 5 minutes ...he must show up ..
just show up ...i don't need any words ..i don't want to listen any good words... i f he really care he will show up ..and ask me to wait for him ...i can wait for you ..so please ask me to ..if he didn't come ..so i'll consider this the end..end of this dreams that killed me for the past years ...dreams b4 u appear and after ur appearance ...i'll kill them all forever...
after waiting this 5 mintues ..i will go walking across the passage of the Administration Building - Student Affairs....library.... come out in front of the old door...then go back in the way crosses the * masjid*
then passing by football....then end up behind the arch. building or maybe on front of it but with a lot of friends..
the only question now will he show up or not ?!!)
(memories of a sad Girl )
in my opinion : i think he will not show up ...and this all will end :(( ..sorry for that ..they all that way..wasting time..and then regret ..i'm soo sorry :(.. but i still hope for u what u want :) .. but u just typed this in ur note book ..which he will not know or see...i wish if he feels that himself ..by the power of ur feelings :)
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