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الأربعاء، 13 فبراير 2013

heart connect or mind connect :\

i'm not talking about that kinda recieving & sending msgs to other ones head
it's not like that...most people have this & can do it
..what i'm talking about here
that when ur head is connected to someones head  ..which make u able to hear their thoughts even over long distances ..:\ without saying it ..:\
without even knowing each other really ..!!!
this is the real connection ..and i wonder why it happen!!! how!!! ..is it coz this souls are soulmates
or just similar souls !! ...i wonder ..what makes that happen !!!..
maybe coz we  both have some special powers XD 
and if i  know more than i should know about that one person ..
that possibly mean ..that one person knows that much about me too !! :\

coz no matter i tried to hide or to do whatever ..i keep getting things in my head ..and then seeing it happens ..i called it just a coincidence .. but it happened more than 1 time ..
i remember 3 of them right now ..which made me afraid ..afraid to think about anything !!
just recieving thoughts & ignoring them ...this all i can do
even when i saw this things happening for real ..i didn't get shocked ..
i don't want to believe this ..i don't want to know that much about anyone..
but no use ..i keep recieving this stuff ..:\
this is just tiring and make me scared all the time ..i wonder what that person knows about me really ... the things i even saw at my dreams ..most of them come true ..:\
which is unbelievable !!!
my dreams ended on last nov. so i was so happy and relieved that finally i got rid of it
but it starts as a thoughts when i'm wide a wake !!!
then 1 dream ..which is in future one ..holding a word ..that i keep hearing on my mind for days ...like something stuck in ur head  ..can't get it ...>.<
this thoughts really killing me ..but i keep ignoring  it ..this is the best for me
no matter i can see now ..how hard things get to that one person
i can't do anything ..i can just pray things get better ..and finally my soul can get freedom
i was testing how far my thoughts can go ..and if it really  go ..
the fact is ..even with  a little effort .. this msgs go in the right direction ..
this is not just a thought ..it's just something strange ..can't be described ..
well i'll keep calling all this coincidences ..but for how long ..!!!
i think in few weeks ..things may get clearer ..i hope so ..
i was able to kill the dreams ...now i have to do the same for this thoughts
to stop coming around at anytime ..:@
i need to understand more !! ..
this worrying me so much ..!!

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