well yes i'm ...i'm a doing a lot of not good things :\
i really hate eating alone
i hate eating outside ..especially from streets :))
but sometimes i eat with my friends
& when i' m home i eat again...not because i'm hungry ..but to not make mom
feels sad that i'm eating out ..and not eating whats made home...
it's a abad thing ..and i'm having a bad stomach and soo sensitive
thanks to Allah i'm not vomiting :\ ....-_-..no matter how i feel i wanna do this ..
2nd#
i don't sleep much ..it's like torturing myself ..yeah ..:((
i really wanna stop it ...but i end with nothing ..like if i'm talking with some friends on net ..& i'm terribly wanna sleep..i keep talking until i fall a sleep and can't hold myself ..even if someone asked me to do something ..i don't sleep and finish the work ..
and i end with ..no sleeping ..& i keep wishing tomorrow i'll sleep better ..but because i'm a fool
i hate to tell anyone that i'm sleeping and i keep forcing myself to be a wake ..to talk with friends , study, work ,or to be with mom or sister ..to not feel a lone :)
in the end i be left a lone a wake and can't sleep ...then i sleep alone ..
if i was thinking alittle about myself ..i was going to sleep better ..
i'm hardly standing and walk ....
i can't sleep .. i sleep at 4 am ..till 10 am max. ..i wake up b4 it ...that i be dizzy all the day ..but i keep forcing myself to be a wake the whole time ...
why i'm afraid to tell others i'm going to sleep ...it's just a sentence ..it's all coz i think they will be feeling sad if i left them ...:((
latelly i've found that if i have nothing to do i sleep ..if anyone leaves me alone for a second ..they come back fins me sleeping ..
that's why i never leave them and asks always to tell me to do things ..just to stay a wake
without work or talking or typing ..i sleep .. reading & thinking make me sleep
that's why i sleep in lectures& sections all the time ..coz i be alone ..but when i'm talking to some friend ..i'm a wake :)..
that's why at home ..when i've nothing to do ..i stay logged in ..just to not to sleep ..to keep myself a wake ..
my head is too heavy ...and i want to sleep ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i really hate eating alone
i hate eating outside ..especially from streets :))
but sometimes i eat with my friends
& when i' m home i eat again...not because i'm hungry ..but to not make mom
feels sad that i'm eating out ..and not eating whats made home...
it's a abad thing ..and i'm having a bad stomach and soo sensitive
thanks to Allah i'm not vomiting :\ ....-_-..no matter how i feel i wanna do this ..
2nd#
i don't sleep much ..it's like torturing myself ..yeah ..:((
i really wanna stop it ...but i end with nothing ..like if i'm talking with some friends on net ..& i'm terribly wanna sleep..i keep talking until i fall a sleep and can't hold myself ..even if someone asked me to do something ..i don't sleep and finish the work ..
and i end with ..no sleeping ..& i keep wishing tomorrow i'll sleep better ..but because i'm a fool
i hate to tell anyone that i'm sleeping and i keep forcing myself to be a wake ..to talk with friends , study, work ,or to be with mom or sister ..to not feel a lone :)
in the end i be left a lone a wake and can't sleep ...then i sleep alone ..
if i was thinking alittle about myself ..i was going to sleep better ..
i'm hardly standing and walk ....
i can't sleep .. i sleep at 4 am ..till 10 am max. ..i wake up b4 it ...that i be dizzy all the day ..but i keep forcing myself to be a wake the whole time ...
why i'm afraid to tell others i'm going to sleep ...it's just a sentence ..it's all coz i think they will be feeling sad if i left them ...:((
latelly i've found that if i have nothing to do i sleep ..if anyone leaves me alone for a second ..they come back fins me sleeping ..
that's why i never leave them and asks always to tell me to do things ..just to stay a wake
without work or talking or typing ..i sleep .. reading & thinking make me sleep
that's why i sleep in lectures& sections all the time ..coz i be alone ..but when i'm talking to some friend ..i'm a wake :)..
that's why at home ..when i've nothing to do ..i stay logged in ..just to not to sleep ..to keep myself a wake ..
my head is too heavy ...and i want to sleep ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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